Church Sundays

Sundays are known for they're church mornings, relaxing afternoons and Sunday dinners. Being that it is Sunday morning I should be at church right now. As bad as it seems i'm not and I don't really attend church regularly anymore. Smh @ me. I kno rii. Don't get me wrong its not like every now and then I don't get this urge to just want to get up and go because the getting up part won't be too much of a hastle its the getting there thats the problem. I have no source of transportation. My moms used to get the family up every Sunday for church but she got tired of everybody complaining and being late to every service. I guess you can say we were on black ppl time lol. But after that although we did stop going to church every weekend up till I was like 14 I would spend Saturday nights at my aunts house and attend Sunday school with my younger cousins the following morning. I guess my aunt got tired of taking us. What a coincidence lol. But the last time I did go to Sunday school I went through the procedure of what was neccesary to get baptized. Till this day i still want to get baptized but idk how to get that arranged. I have never really been too religious although I believe in God, but I'm just not the hypocritical type to sin Monday through Saturday and then go to church on Sundays acting like i'm this perfect Christian. I know a lot of people do that especially older aged women lol. They will gossip and snoop up buisness about people Monday through Saturday and then Sunday go to church acting like they never do any of that because they are in the "house of the lord". Those usually are the ones who act out and catch the "holy ghost". I used to laugh at that and get slapped in the back of the head for it lol. But its usually funny because you can tell the ones who are just showing out and those who really catch it. I could go on and on about the flaws that go on at a black church but this post would be too long. Now that i'm a bit older I occasionally will attend church with my bestfriend in my city (i.e. Carson) and it is much more diverse and there is a huge difference. I go too that church and they make you feel like they want you too be there and proud that they made the choice to come as oppose to the church I attended in Los Angeles where they try to make you feel guilty if you weren't there and that you should be. Well I have to go take a shower so yeah, I'll leave it up to you guys. Post and tell me How do you feel about church?