Day N' Night

kid Cudi has to be one of the most creative dudes.

Rest In Peace
Dang 8 years flew by.
I still remember when they announced it on the news.
BET did so many specials on it.
And I remember when they debuted the music video for this.
DMX's part was so sincere.
sheesh. Makes you wonder if she were still here,
what her next move would have been.

Her last Ever Music Video.

Morongo HERE I COME!

From your beautiful outter appearancce

To Your Casino that I can't use until next year

To your Delicious (_!_) buffet

To Your Relaxing Outback Pool


To Your 5star outlets
and your bowling alley
and your arcade
you brought me happiness
the first time I ever visited you.
Remember this picture?

If I was an actress this would be my debut

yu can fast forward to 2:30 if you just want to see my part lol
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ok so Mariah Carey gets Gucci Mane to help her diss eminem because we all Nick Cannon can't rap for shii but Nick could have at least tried lol and I admit Gucci has the street cred over em but lyrically em will tear Gucci apart peice by peice lol smh

B.O.D (Bars Of The Day)

I guess you never know a nigga till' yu catch a case w/ em'

Now ask yo self a question is you real or is you fake?
Do you sell a nigga dreams or do you stand by what you say?

-Nipsey Hussle

Can I have yo numba?

Work That Updew!
My Little Cui-sant lmao

La La La La

&& They did it again.
Gotta Love LMFAO.
My niggas.

X-Games

MARKISA 2009 X-GAMES MKLA from nigel k alexander on Vimeo.

Carson, CA

Why?

Majority of the time when shii happens I sit back and ask the question of the blog post?
Why does shii have to be this way?
Why does all good shii have to end?
Why can't people just set their differences aside
and learn how to talk shii out to each other instead of behind each others back?
Why did I go this route instead of that one?
Why did I go against my gut feeling?
Why does a situation come along with so many mixed emotions?
Why do I and a lot of other people in the world let their emotions get the best of them?
Why can't things go back to how it used to be?
Why this? Why that?
Well i'm getting to a point where i'm about to stop asking why? and just start getting used to the fact that it's life things change so I have to change with them yet still remain myself I can't dwell on the shii forever sometimes I just reminisce though and the shii hurts my heart that I couldn't stop shii from turning out the way they do or did but I can't so ima just live by the words of one of the people I admire:

You can spend, minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've happened - or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on. -Tupac

The Therapists Therapist

When you play the role of peoples therapist who the fuck do you go to when you need a little release therapy of your own?

Excuse My Explicity thats just emotions that go along with how I feel about some things sometimes.

Question of the Day

This is a question I have to ask myself right about now: Would I rather be lonely with no one to talk to and/or comfort me when times get rough or would I rather keep a bunch of group friendships that will eventually just fade and we all will go our seperate ways anyway where it just about will end on a bad note because these same ppl who I thought were drama free end up in a dramatized end to a friendship?

Something to think about...
Which answer would you choose?

Stormy Weather

You Can't Help Everybody

The other day my dad told me I can't help everybody and I responded no I can't but I can help those that I choose to. This comment probably made him mad but hey thats just the way I see it. I know he said that because of some of the people I associate my self with and they don't always come off as people headed in the right direction but honestly at the end of the day I see people as people even if in the past they have acted as animals well not as animals but wrongfully. I'm sorry I just can't be judgemental because thats not my job. I've learned that I can't help somebody unless they want to help themselves and i've also learned that those who put up fronts like they don't want help are the ones who truly seek it the most. Often times they just don't lower that front until they come face to face with a life or death situation. I always finding myself helping my peers and feeding them knowledge and postive feedback on the situations they come to me about and the decisions they make but most importantly giving them an ear to listen. Sometimes I feel like thats all people need is an ear to listen and I know because I used to bottle everything up inside and let it eat me up because I had no one to listen to. A lot of times people who make dangerous decisions about something is because they had no one to talk to about it and to just listen to them about how they felt. Not all the time but a lot of the times. So all I want to say is if you know someone in need of help don't be afraid to lend a hand.

Dreams... Awake or Asleep

As I sit and watch my lil brother sleeping,
all I can wonder is what he's dreaming about.
Makes me think back on what did I dream about at that age.
Isn't It interesting how we have the ability to dream,
not only in our sleep but in broad daylight?
Just the other day my cousin told me she got a ticket
for daydreaming while driving. Now that I think about it
I wonder what motion picture could have been flowing through
her head making her do 62 in a 25mph zone.
I once had dreams of being a dentist and once had dreams
of being a hip-hop artists. At this point in my life my dream
is a little blurry but I do dream of being successful.
But how far does success go? I wonder when people reach
the highest of all high do they still dream and if so what of?
I dream of a world where I have found everlasting happiness.
I remember the one day I just woke up happy for no reason
like I was just happy to be alive and that nothing could break
my spirit. Maybe one day I'll be able to wake up like that everyday.
Until then I'll keep dreaming. =D
Besides a wise man once said to never stop dreaming.

Daydream - Lupe Fiasco

Love Story On Repeat

Beat So Soothing.
Lyrics So Smooth.
Props to Big Sean.
This Makes Me Smile. =)

Is Soulja Boy Getting Better? You Be The Judge!

He's still Got some Progressing To Do But he's came a long way from Crank That and his Mainstream songs. With this song and his verse on the ice cream paint job remix its like he's actually rapping now. If your at the bottom of the pedastool the only option you have is to get better. If he keeps rapping like this he'll start getting some respect from a lot of people. Seems like he's starting to switch up his style.

How Fly

The Tape Finally Dropped.
Spitta and Wiz are the $H!T.
Nuff Said.
Cop the Tape!


http://www.megaupload.com/?d=ZG9ZGB57

Flow Heat No Beat

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Its A Party In My Eardrums

Finally Got My Headphones!
There Dope and this is what happiness looks like! =D